Post by Castiel on Sept 17, 2012 7:38:43 GMT -5
CASTIEL
[/color][/font][/center]In the arms of the Angels fly away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room,
and the endlessness that you fear
Children Shouldn't Play With Dead Things
[/color][/font]Baby take my hand, don't fear the reaper. And she ran to him, then they started to fly.
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Are You There God? It's Me, Dean Winchester
[/color][/font]Carry on my wayward son, there'll be peace when you're done. Lay your weary head to rest.[/center]
Name Meaning[/color]: Angel of Thursday
Sex[/color]: Male
Age[/color]: 40 (Angel age hundreds of years old)
Sexual Orientation[/color]: Straight
Ethnicity[/color]: White
Member Group[/color]: Angel
Canon or Original[/color]:[/ul][/size] Canon
The Usual Suspects And What Should Never Be
[/color][/font]Sometimes I get a feeling, deep in my soul. Sometimes I get a feeling, deep in my bones.[/center]
Hair[/color]: Brown
Height & Weight[/color]: 5'6, weight 140
Body Type[/color]:Average
Distinguishing Features[/color]: None
Face Claim[/color]:[/ul][/size] Misha Collins
It's the Great Pumpkin, Sam Winchester
[/color][/font]I see the bad moon arising. Don't go around tonight, well its bound to take your life.[/i][/center]
1. Dean and Sam
2. Angels - generally he likes them, and he feels sorry for their loss’s.
3. Heaven -someday he has hopes of returning home, but now he knows that hope is lost.
4. Free Will - He likes having free will and hopes to be able to keep it someday.
5. Freedom - Along with Free Will, he wants his own Freedom. He is working on gaining that.
6. Burgers - Jimmy Novak loves burgers so Castiel has grown fond of them.
7. Being in Charge - He enjoys his new position as God - perhaps a little TOO much.
8. Followers - He likes to have followers, but only if they are willing to listen.
9. Worshipers - He wants people to worship him as the new Lord God.
10. Churches - He finds them comforting and a place where he can gain new people to follow.
Dislikes[/color]:
1. Lucifer - He doesn’t want anything to do with him.
2. Hell - He believes that it is a waist of space but is needed.
3. Whoopie Cushions - Cas hates them, and one was used on him once and he did not find it amusing.
4. Being told what to do - He hates getting orders from people who are not above him. In fact, now he hates getting orders from the angels who think they are doing the right thing but really are not.
5. Fakeness - He hates when people 'pretend' to follow him simply because they are scared.
6. His brothers -he knows they all despise him now.
7. Balthazar - He feels completely betrayed by him, though part of him would give anything to get him back.
8. Demons - they just annoy him
9. Leviathans - Deep down he knows what he's becoming and it scares him
10. Feeling helpless - It is how he feels right now. He knows there is no turning back.
Strength[/color]:
1. Strong hearted - He tries to do the right thing but it doesn’t always come out right.
2. Emotions - he now has human emotions which shows that he does care about what he has done and he wants to fix it. It can also be a weakness being that he let his emotion get the better of him while trying to fix things.
3. Transportation - he can transport anywhere he wants at any time using his powers.
4. Healing - He is a very strong healer though he hasn't been using it much lately.
5. Smiting - He can smite whomever he pleases now with just the wave of his hand. He can even smite Crowley if he chooses and Crowley knows it.
6. God like powers - He can change the Earth should he choose, he is almost like God, but not as much as he hopes.
Weaknesses[/color]:
1. Dean - he always had a soft spot for Dean and he wonders if Dean will ever forgive him.
2. The souls inside him are killing him slowly and he knows it.
3. Free Will - Cas wants free will, and freedom...he will do almost anything for it.
4. Hurt and anger - Cas is hurt and angry that no one had faith in him, and he let it get the better of him.
5. Crowley - he knows that Crowley wants what Cas has, and he knows Crowley is terrified of him, but he also knows that Crowley could kill him should he have to someday. He would be the only one capable of it should the souls not take him.
Fears[/color]:
1. That the souls are ripping him apart slowly.
2. That he could never 'turn back' and be a part of his family again (Dean and Sam)
3. That he will die without being forgiven.
Secrets[/color]:
1. Castiel started this because he didn't want to disturb Dean during his life with Lisa and Ben. Otherwise he would have never made the deal with Crowley.
2. Cas was tortured in Heaven during that time he was taken from his body leaving Jimmy behind. He's terrified of going back there again into the 'white' room.
3. Castiel enjoys being with Dean and Sam and thinks of them as family so its hurtful of him to continue to hurt them.
Best Memory[/color]:
Cas's best memory was when Lucifer was around and he was searching for God. He had found true family in Dean and Sam Winchester, and although he was loosing his powers for helping them, he realized what true family really meant. They were team Free Will, and up until Cas lost it, he knew that he had a family. He also knew that Lucifer wouldn't be able to take on that family because it was so strong.
Worst Memory[/color]:
Cas's worse memory was the night he became God. He hates himself for it, and deep down he knows that he shouldn't be doing this. He also knows he betrayed the family he had and there's no going back to them now. He knows deep down that he's alone. He also can feel is old self wanting to come back to them, but not being able to because of how lost he is at the moment. He knows that they will never accept him for how he is and it hurts him.
Habits/Quirks[/color]:
1. Rubbing the back of his neck when he's nervous.
2. Getting quiet when the 'sex' subject is brought up in front of him. He is nervous because he's still a virgin.
3. Lying-when he lies its obvious and even Dean and Sam were able to tell when he wasn't telling the truth. You can see it in his eyes that he lies.
4.Fitting in to hard - he tries to fit in almost TOO much, and then it always backfires and he makes enemies instead of friends.
5. Emotions - Cas showed too much emotion at one point, but now he shows little to none. He realizes that he is just a child when it comes to this sort of thing, but now he's realizing even more that he is still not used to his emotions.
6. He pulls on his trenchcoat at times when he's nervous, though he doesn't always make it obvious.
7. When he lies he also manages to look away at times which makes it even more obvious.
Overall Personality/Appearance[/color]:
Castiel shows very little emotion, he hasn’t been seen showing any strong emotions to anything. According to Castiel Uriel is the funniest angel in the Garrison. Castiel knows that angels are not aloud to display affection or emotion of any kind.
Castiel and the other angles are willing to destroy humans should it be necessary whether it is right or not, they do not show emotions to what their final orders would be.
Angels do not possess the ability to show much emotion, however, Castiel shows some towards his charge, Dean. While in Jimmy’s body, Castiel realizes that he was starting to show more emotions then he was aloud to. It was also starting to impair his judgment. He had his doubts and there is no room for that according to the angels he worked with.
Castiel lately has been loosing all hope of winning the war, so much that he decided to make a deal with Crowley and turn his back on Dean and Sam mostly because he didn't want to disturb Dean's personal life outside of hunting. He had no where else to turn.
He broke Sam's wall, and became God after he betrayed Crowley and took the souls for himself. Now, Cas has given up almost all hope and even though he is God, he is hurting on the inside because he knows he has no friends, no followers. Cas had been betrayed by his friends and it hurt. Now he roams the Earth alone looking for SOMONE who might understand his viewpoint. Someone who understands what he's going through.
Appearance - Casitel is seen wearing a white overcoat or trench-coat. He is also wearing jeans and a nice shirt underneath. He never changes because he never needs to. He almost almost always has the same outfit on everyday, though he doesn't smell or anything because angels do not perspire like humans do.
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There Is A Monster At The End Of The Book
[/color][/font]You're as cold as ice, you're willing to sacrifice our love. You know that you are.[/center]
Current Residence[/color]: Earth and Heaven
Mothers Name[/color]: None
Fathers Name[/color]: God
Occupation of Parents[/color]: the Lord Almighty
Siblings[/color]: Gabriel, Uriel, Balthazar the other angels in his garrison.
Pets[/color]: None
Overall History[/color]:
Castiel is the angel that pulled Dean Winchester out of Hell. When he first met Dean, Dean was completely unbelieving in angles or God. Castiel convinced him that angels were real, by showing him his wings. Castiel had to show Dean what Sam was up to so he took Dean back in time to show him the reason why Sam was using these powers that clearly didn’t come from God.
Around Halloween people in a small town are being sacrificed to summon Samhain. Castiel and Uriel (Who is a specialist) come to destroy the town. Dean and Sam protest and decide to remain in the town. The angels reveal their true orders were to follow Dean’s orders as a test. Sam destroyed Samhain and Castiel reveals to Dean that Hell would be fought on Earth should they fail. Castiel also explained to Dean that he had his doubts about what was right and wrong anymore, something an angel shouldn’t feel.
Some time later, Castiel and Uriel return to attempt to destroy Anna, a women who can hear angels talking. When Dean and Sam find out that Anna was a fallen angel, they help her hide from the angels who want to kill her, and the demons who want to question her. Uriel finally threatens Dean that he will either kill Sam, or kill Anna. Dean gave up Anna, but not without a plan. Alastair who held Ruby, threatened the angels not to kill Anna, and there was a battle. Anna realized that Ureil held her grace, and she ended up grabbing it from him and getting her grace back before it was too late.
Castiel and Uriel left the scene after Alastair and the rest of his demons were temporary destroyed. Castiel currently is having more doubts then usual and he is also experiencing emotions more then he should be as well.
He has his doubts on what he is supposed to be experiencing, but he knows that being inside Jimmy is not helping him. He also knows that he is getting to close with Dean, but he has a desire to help him as much as he can.
After finding out that Uriel was an angel who was destroying other angels for not joining him, Castiel rebelled against his brother and fought him. Castiel was asked to join Uriel's side, but refused and Anna helped him defend himself in the end. Together they destroyed Uriel, but it left Cas questioning things. Cas decided that Uriel, and the other angels were wrong in starting the apocalypse. He joined Sam and Dean in helping them defend the Earth and then was later killed for it.
Later on, Cas was brought back to life after Lucifer came to Earth. Sam Winchester broke the final seal and Lucifer was now walking the Earth. Cas was limited on his powers because he lost touch with Heaven, but he realized that God was the one that brought him back. Cas also realized that Lucifer, was another possibility of bringing Cas back because he was trying to find soldiers for his army. Raphael had todl him that. They found out that Dean and Sam were the vessels of Michael and Lucifer. Both Dean and Sam denied their destinies and kept fighting, until Sam came up with a plan. Sam decided to let Lucifer have him, but he was going to fight him and try to jump into the PIT and trap him there. Gabriel had come up with the idea for the horsemen's rings to trap Lucifer, so thats what Sam's idea was, only he would be the one to jump in.
Castiel was skeptical about this plan, but then he thought it might work. Sam said his goodbyes to everyone, let Lucifer take him, and then he jumped into the PIT himself with Lucifer trapping him forever. Or so he thought.
After this happened, Dean went to live with Lisa and Ben for a while, not being able to hunt after loosing his brother, although he never gave up hope that he would be able to bring Sam back. Castiel was the one who finally HAD released Sam from Hell. Cas brought Sam back, but with a price. He was soulless. Cas did not know this for a while, until he felt Sam's soul and realized what happened. He did not tell this to Sam and Dean. They had thought Crowley brought Sam back this way. Cas continued to let them think this. Dean wanted to get Sam's soul back in his body but Cas warned him what that might do to Sam. They didn't listen, and they had death put the soul back but with a barrier so that Sam wouldn't remember Hell.
Castiel was found later on working with Crowley trying to get souls. They also had a plan to open Purgatory and split the souls 50/50. Castiel was found out by Sam and Dean later on. Dean didn't want to believe it at first, but Sam and Bobby were skeptical. They trapped Cas in holy fire to finally get answers. When Cas told them what was going on, he asked Dean for help with ONE thing and Dean turned him down on it. Cas was heartbroken and lost. They didn't trust him anymore. Crowley of course decided to throw that in Cas's face.
Cas finally went on his own, and when the time came, they went to open Purgatory, Cas had betrayed Crowley and took all the souls for himself. Cas soon became "God" and all hell broke loose. He wasn't himself anymore and even Dean and Sam were a bit scared of him. All he wanted was to feel accepted and loved, and now Cas had no one but himself and his powers. He was alone.
As God, Cas killed all the angels that were against him, then he also killed some humans as well. He felt doubt about all of this, but his powers were taking over his mind. Sam told Cas he could still ask for their help and Cas took Sam up on that offer. They tried to get the souls out of him but it was too late. Cas was Leviathan. The Leviathan took Cas's body and then walked into a lake and that was the last Dean and Sam saw of Cas for a while.
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Dream A Little Dream Of Me, Bloody Mary
[/color][/font]I never meant to be so bad to you, one thing I said that I would never do.[/center]
Custom Title[/color]: The small saying you would like me to place under your member group.
Roleplay Sample[/color]:
Angel of the Lord. Castiel was an angel of the Lord, and he was nothing more, nothing less. Castiel tried getting that in his head over and over again. He constantly questioned and prayed to God over his doubts, his emotions, but yet he still kept experiencing them. More and more, Castiel was having doubts in his orders. Especially after they were ordered to destroy Anna, who had been a long time friend of his back when she was their boss.
Castiel did not know what was right or wrong anymore. The only thing he ever knew was his orders, and now things were changing. Why did things have to be so complicated? Why now when he was needed the most? Of course Castiel had only been in a human vessel one other time, when he had to speak to the prophet Paul, but even so, he never felt close to Paul the way he had been with Dean. It was odd really, the way he considered Dean part of the family. He didn’t understand it because angels simply weren’t supposed to feel that way. He questioned God’s judgment over and over and over again.
Uriel was pacing back and forth angrily after the battle with the demons and Anna. Castiel put a hand on his shoulder to stop his pacing. When Uriel was angry, there was just no stopping him. “Uriel, I understand you wished to destroy something, but perhaps destroying Anna was not the answer, if it were, then God would have allowed it to happen,” he said.
“What GOD Castiel?” Uriel argued, “I do not SEE a God anymore,” he said to his friend.
Castiel looked at Uriel shocked, “How can you say that?” he asked. “After all these years, you choose NOW to think this way? Uriel you have been very close to falling lately and it frightens me,” he said to his brother.
“Look around you!” Uriel said angrily pointing at the humans who were walking past them not paying any attention to what they were discussing. “All I see is filth, lies, sins! Why is nothing being done about this Castiel?” he asked. “And yet we are ordered to destroy one of our own, and she gets away! Nothing is making SENSE!” he yelled.
Castiel simply nodded. Not necessarily in agreement, but just so Uriel would stop talking for two minutes. “We have our orders,” he said, “Right now they are to follow Dean Winchester,” he reminded him, “And as far as Sam, we are not to touch him either,” he added. “Don’t forget they both have important roles to play,” Castiel said.
Uriel rolled his eyes, “I am done with this conversation,” he said and then he left.
Castiel sighed as his brother left. Why was he feeling these things, these doubts, when Uriel had a clear head still? Castiel didn’t understand it but he vowed to find answers.
He found a church outside of town that was abandoned. Castiel knelt down and started to pray, “Father,” he said. “I am confused,” he told him. “All I am asking for is some answers. Some reason why I am different. What is it about Dean Winchester that is bringing these…emotions out in me? What is it about being in Jimmy’ s body that is doing this to me?” he asked.
Of course there was no answer. Castiel sighed and stood up. He walked out of the church and went to find Dean and Sam. He knew there were more tasks at hand and if it should get worse, his fellow angels would remind him of who he was. Castiel knew that should they know what he was feeling, he could be in danger. Terrible danger. When an angel sinned or broke their orders…. Only the worse happened to them and Casitel knew he had to hold his tongue if he wanted to live.
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This application was made by JUL!ET. She worked really hard on
this and watched seasons one through three of Supernatural in 3 days.
She's so hardcore.And you wouldn't want to make
Dean Winchester Romeo mad by stealing it now would you?
He'd have to come after you with a stick. It wouldn't be pretty,
now go play nice and don't steal her stuff.
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This application was made by JUL!ET. She worked really hard on
this and watched seasons one through three of Supernatural in 3 days.
She's so hardcore.And you wouldn't want to make
He'd have to come after you with a stick. It wouldn't be pretty,
now go play nice and don't steal her stuff.
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